Monday, July 11, 2005

[Just some thingies...]

There were several tests (Actually, only 2...) I took and these were the ones I kinda found interesting...Try it if you want...












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


House Keeping UkeYou are -90% Seme!

You are the housekeeping uke! You are caring and
you can cook, clean, wash up and you are good
on the bed. Who could hate you but those
jealous souls out there? But perhaps you don't
care. Nothing rewards you more than your
partner's rare smile after a perfect dinner.
You are constantly seen in the kitchen wearing
an apron. Housewives come to you for cooking
tips! Your partner is one lucky guy.


Most compatible with: The Gentleman


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That's actually about it. Thanks for caring for those who visit! Ja ne mina-san!

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|2:40 AM|

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

[Oh YEAH!]

Exams...are...OVER!!! Finally!!! Plus, PLUS...I'm goin' home in 4 days time!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! Uhhh....that's it really...Ummm...yeah...Ja ne everyone...*Slowly walks away...*

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|9:34 PM|

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Monday, June 13, 2005

[Let's play!!! Round two!!!]

This is it people!!! Round two!!! Time to get serious again!!! *Grins with fangs showing* Semester 1 exams are HERE!!! I have 4 more days to the first exam but that's just EAP 6 more days to the serious 'fun' part!!! An update to the very long gap in my blog...Lets see, I got some people their presents, finished my pracs for the semester (Finally!!!), the usual mood swings day by day and, AND I WON FIRST PLACE FOR A WALTZ COMPETITION!!! Oh yeah!!! Didn't expect it you know!!! Lolz!!! Felt so good!!! Was on a natural high for like almost a week!!! But the world has to have balance and I found out about some disturbing news that did ruin my mood significantly, not only did it make me depressed again, it made me feel SO DEAD but not as much as I did before because I know what I'm after now...and what is my real feelings...It was partly my fault but one can only blame oneself and let others blame you to a certain extent don't ya think? I'm starting to think that my blogs are REALLY significantly quite short comparedto some other blogs I read. *Tch* But this is me...not a long writer but a long winded talker!!! Hahahahahaz! Neways, need to wake myself up from this drowsiness...Ja ne mina-san!

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|5:50 PM|

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

[I...HATE...MYSELF!!!]

I hate myself!!! I SO friggin' hate myself!!! My stupid mouth has gotten me into another dilemma with a bunch of friends again!!! TWICE IN HALF A YEAR!!! I don't believe it!!! Sometimes I wonder if the world WOULD be better if I was serious and just keep everything to myself and just shut up... I HATE it when this happens!!! My guilty conscience doesn't let me rest and to make things worse, I don't think the guys will either!!! AND I have to see them TWICE a week and I don't like making enemies (I don't think anyone would...)!!! It just friggin' hurts me so much as it hurt him!!! I don't mean to say what I mean and I hope that they will know that... I was never taken seriously in anything in all my life and never thought I would or will be... I feel so down and I don't know if I'll be able to act as myself in front of them anymore... I feel so stupid and dumb and I don't know what to do... Maybe I should start to change and maybe for the better... of the world and my 'serious' friends... I WILL hate it but it's my duty as a friend as well as a person in society to do so... Now if you'll excuse me, I have to start to be more boring... Ja ne people...

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|11:25 PM|

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

[In my shoes...]

Hey everyone! How's life? Heh... Getting interesting isn't it... Lotsa people say they don't believe this could be me... So sad and depressing.. Well, it's how you see it I guess. Lolz. I know I sound like a guy who is just looking for attention or whatever and if you want to believe that then go ahead but I will say what I feel k? With that out of the way, I'm starting to lose my mind... I'm getting mixed and conflicting feelings.. I don't know what I feel... The feeling is so filled with hatred and sorrow but also with care and love... It sounds confusing how one can even BEGIN to feel such conflicting emotions... It's just because I don't even know what I want... I feel so lost... I'm getting mixed signals and I feel so FRUSTRATED!!! *GROWL* I can't even start to describe the effects of this and how it's slowly gnawing at my soul... *whine~* I know I should just wait for things to take it's time but... AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I would cry if I could... but I can't... It wouldn't be 'me' now would it if Kian Jin cried or showed his sorrow in front of people... (^_^) What people and society wants of me makes me who I am... Majority over minority, that's life isn't it? Now if you'll excuse me, I will go and try to fill myself with endorphines (I hope it's the right spelling!!!). Ja ne everyone.

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|7:19 PM|

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

[Gomen everyone...]

Hey guys... Sorry about all the recent depressing posts (to most) and I just felt very bad for doing so... I mean, this is the only place where I can really express myself without much prejudice from people telling me that their lives are much worse than mine... I know that most of you guys/gals have it hard as well, some more than others but...it's just that I'm in a unique situation where I cannot, well you know, show all... But hey! Don't treat me any different than you guys already do! It's the only way I'll ever survive! Through all that you guys have done, good or bad, it has definately become something I use for my life...so...Yeah! It will still be a bit depressing depending on my mood but thanks...If you don't believe what I said before this about me being there for you...well then...believe what you want... Anyways, love has and will always be disturbing my heart until I find 'the one'.. Heh heh... I'm sure you guys are bored about me talking about love but...you try being in MY shoes and THEN you tell me... Anyways, before I go and destroy this laptop, ja ne everyone...

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|8:50 PM|

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

[Everything's ok...I'm not alone...You're not alone...]

Hey everyone. How are all of you? Heh. So far, everything is kinda clear...for now...(Just woke up, that's why I'm kinda ok...) I'll try not to be so depressing or be depressed as a matter of fact now...I know that others are going through tough times and that's why I'm writing this blog...You guys have been really great friends to stick by me (I assume...) and now I can say that I will always be there for you, anytime, anyday, anywhere...My ears and heart will always be open to listen and feel for you...People often think I'm just a guy acting like a little boy, well...I AM but I also can feel what you must be going through so don't hesitate if you have any doubts that I'm not mature enough...If you don't wanna tell me, then it's your right...I won't butt in...Just remember, You're not alone, you are NEVER alone, as long as I live...That I promise...Well also as long as you guys are still my friends that is...Hehe...Apart from that, I'm hoping that all that troubles me will,well get resolved soon...So, that's it...I'll see you guys soon...Ja ne...

Shinobi Uzumaki Wrote At|5:09 PM|

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Who I Am__________

Name:Saruto Uzumaki (Or in real life...Kian Jin)
Astro sign:Scorpio
Nicks:KJ, Jin, Snoopy & ect. Take your pick!
School:Used to be in Seafield both SRK & SMK...Currently in Trinity College
Contact:Not telling!!! *Sticks out tounge*

What I Adore________

Food:Japanese & now M'sian food!*Shock*
Drinks:Anything juicy
Pastimes:Sufing the net, games, sleeping, dancing & reading.
People:All my family & friends of course!

What I Hate_________

People:I think you'll know who they are...I know what you did...
Things:LOADS!!! Too lazy to list!
Food:Also TONNES of things but I'm lazy to list...

Music's Playing_____

Artist:
Song:

My Past Adventures___

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

The Chats______

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